From: Suchismita Ghoshal, SWA poetess.
Don't make efforts to freeze this moment,
And make me return to the era of delirium,
The era of shining with the radiant sunlight
And scintillating stars.
I used to laugh in the ambience of cool breeze,
I inhaled the aroma of serenity,
And exhaled the viscous layer of tensity.
Don't make me realize I was mistaken,
Illusioned & fluctuated;
For they put the slicky black cloth to my eyes,
For my head was enthroned with a false crown of lies.
Coatings of sugar syrup on my skin.
My skin, full of lie-wax and poreless hoax,
Choked to take a breath.
My hands, fastened with the false hopes,
And loyalties never made a possibility true.
Crimson roses garlanding my body were nothing,
But an illusion of tranquilizer
And a bunch of poisonous guests.
Now, neither the light-lanes provoke me,
Nor, I force my soul to catch their track.
Deviated and disgraced,
My untamed soul found its wanderlust in uncertainty.
Wiped out from comfort zone,
Situated to the unmapped destiny,
My voyage adores the vigorous black.
Black for a unfinished love,
black for a unfulfilled desire,
And black for a strong urge of fire for revenge.
I survive staring on the turmoil everywhere,
I travel through the forbidden alley,
I gulp the pains and spill out the flames of rage,
I forgot my origin and ending.
My ears,
Habituated consuming melancholic silence;
For I am far away from the so-called
Civilized hue and cry.
My lips can't anymore trust the plastic words,
For it once believed every bit of them.
Leave me with my delicate being,
Leave me with my unsaturated pain,
Leave me as I am fragile as a withered leaf,
Leave me where I have lost my soul forever,
Leave me with my love for uncertainty.
~ ©storytellersuchismita
Author's Bio:
Co-authoring for more than 150 anthologies, journals & magazines, both from national and international arenas, Suchismita Ghoshal from Malda, West Bengal dreams high to achieve the heights keeping her feet to the ground. Being a science graduate, currently majoring in Political Science and pursuing diploma in Media Science and Mass Communication, she also works as a social activist for a Govt. Registered NGO "Prayas Welfare Society'' .
A poet, professional writer, scribbler, professional book critic, storyteller, columnist, copy-editor at NotionPress Publishing, content writer, creative writing professional, nature lover and a change agent and former Global Ambassadors' Coordinator for Global Youth Leaders Network. Suchismita also aims to heal people with the majesty of her words. She is a member of various international writing communities like Arthum Poetry Society, Asian Literary Society, Global Literary Society, The Singnificant League, ZenPens Writing Community, Triumph of Words, The Writer's Pen Community, Writers' Global Movement Team and many more.
She has been published by several publication houses including Kalon Maple, NotionPress, Fanatixx, InkQuills, BookSquirrel, The World of Hidden Thoughts, Pen Brew Publishers, Bishara, Swipe Pages, Half Baked Beans, Kalamos Services, BooksClinic and so on. She is an environmental activist too who recently brought reality to her dream as her debut book named "Fields of Sonnet ''.
Her hard work has decorated her with several awards and accolades till now including REX KARMAVEER CHAKRA AWARD( institued by iCONGO and powered by UNITED NATIONS), AUTHOR PAGES BEST WOMAN WRITER AWARD 2020, INDIAN YOUTH GENIUS AWARD 2020, INDIAN YOUTH STAR AWARDS 2020, AAGHAAZ 2K20 AWARD, THE SPIRIT MANIA INFLUENTIAL WOMEN AWARD 2K20, TOP 50 POPULAR AUTHOR AWARDS 2K20 By THE SPIRIT MANIA and NE8X LITERARY AWARD 2K20 etc.
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